Faith

Despite the long period of not writing anything on this blog, now i have come back. It has been a long time since I last posted here. I apologize to my readers who have been waiting for me. ( I'm acting like I'm the Hero now) Well its my territory here so why should I care? Days have been passing, time has been flying and I faced something that was beyond unexpected. 2015 was not one of the years I've been hoping for. It was a miracle as I passed the PT3 exam but then one of the consequences that I was hoping not to bare is moving away. Moving far from Selangor, from home, from my family, from school, from friends. I was in dilemma, on the last day of school as I got two offers from excellent boarding schools. One of it was Science girl school and one of it was Mrsm PH. Gosh only He knows basically how I felt that day. I was so stress. Pressure keeps on hitting me. My heart was bleeding. It's not as piece of cake or easy as ABC in making this hard decision. But, thank Allah as He showed me which one to go. Although I had difficulties in this new school but I survived it till today. Wise words from great people, " when You keep the Faith, He'll be there. Forever and Always. Put your trust on Him. Everything happens for a reason" and so I believe those words till today. Not a day I regret it as many miracles happen at the new school but I am crying inside as I always had no chance meeting my pals. It's hard nowadays to meet them. I understand all of us are busy, all of us are not going to meet as whole. I miss them so badly and sometimes I cried at night. They are my backbones, they gave me moral support and strength. Unfortunately, I don't feel better after I share my stories to some people. I'm not saying they are not helping me, it's just the feeling. It's different. Can you imagine? You've spend so much time with them and now your being apart. A long distance ukhwah. But, all of us constantly remind ourselves that we will meet again one day and that's everyone's promises. I believe in that vow. Unexpectedly after I left the school there were others who followed. Well I guess it's true people do leave but if we hold in our trust in each others heart I know it's not going to be the other way around. Guys, if you're reading this, I want you guys to know that, even so we faced hardships in seeing each other, keep the faith and believe in Him. I'm sorry as I can't be there always but I'm grateful that we still contact each other. Thank you for giving me strength, and yes You guys are my backbones. Forever & Always. Hearts